Just an Observation .

Just an Observation.

But, I think girls just want that one boy. That one man who is true to her, and is willing to give her what she needs - unconditional love, that’s all. Girls want that one guy who reminds her that she’s beautiful, and appreciates her being. I think ladies want a tough guy who stands up for her, but also an honest boy who stands up to herwhen she sounds a bit unreasonable or out of line. From what I’ve noticed, via Tumblr and through real life experiences, girls are on the search for that boy who actually listens to them; a guy who actually is able to give feedback, and responds with more than a, “Mhm,” or “Yeah, yeah.” You know what? Maybe they want a guy who, even when he’s with his boys, still says “Babe, hold my hand.” I’d say that girls want that one boy who’s theirs, but that’s an understatement. I think girls want that boy to focus on - the one to make their entire world.

I don’t thinks girls want to fall to the ground, they just want to fall in love. But yeah, just an observation.

Smile :)

Go ahead, text him first, he might be checking his phone, waiting for you. Stare into the eyes of the person you like and memorise the colour. Turn on your iPod and run as far as you can. Say hi to a stranger, you never know what they’ll become to you. Have a mental health day – you know you need it. Don’t go on facebook for a day and see what you can accomplish. Give money to a charity, your good karma will come around eventually. Sneak out, you might get caught, but it’ll be 100% worth it. Tell that one person that you like them, what's the worst that can happen? He doesn't like you back? Then he doesn’t deserve you anyways, right? Treat yourself to something indulgent, you deserve it. Smile at a stranger, it could make their day. Wink, it’s sexy and makes you feel confident, after all, you are pretty hot ;). Go for somebody who is totally wrong for you, they may not be totally wrong after all. Stand up for yourself, because if you don’t, who will?


♥

AHAHAHAHAHA .

LOOOOOOL . MADE MY FKN DAY . 
AHAHAHA . :'D

adventure .

I want to go on adventures with you.

We’ll have a journey together.  Experience new things & try out something new. Go to places and do things we have never done before.  I want to create lots of memories with you.  Memories that i can reminisce about the good times we’ve had with each other.  On our adventure, we’ll take lots and lots of pictures, do random things in public, and laugh out loud.  I’ll be with you, staring at you laughing, thinking of how lucky I am to have a wonderful person like you.

like it never happened .

There’s moments where I just sit down and read our old text messages, and I’m not reading it for no reason. I’m reading it because I miss you. I miss how we were before. I miss how we talked before, when “hi” was a “Hi (:” But nowadays, I don’t even get a hi. We don’t even talk like we used too. Obviously we’re drifting apart, and we’re not even nearly as friends. We’re more like strangers that never even talked, we act like we were nothing to each other. The sad part is, I still can’t believe how we ended this way. I’m trying my best to forget you, but the more I try, the more I fail to do what’s best for me. It’s just too much. The memories, old text messages, letters, gifts, phone calls, time spend together, they’re all super glued inside my head. I know the past is the past, and all we can really do is look forward to tomorrow but, how can I when everything is just…there, but we tend to act like it never happened.

don't give up .

Don’t give up on love. Just don’t do it. You might think there’s no one out there for you; every guy is and will always be another horny asshole. I hate to break it to you girls out there, but there are actually some decent guys. There are gentlemen who know how to treat a girl right. Sure, they might not be the best looking, or the smartest in their class, but they’re smart enough to know to treat a girl with respect and love. They’re definitely there, but you’re just too concerned with looks and reputations that you overlook them. And if you’re feeling hopeless over a breakup, don’t give up on love. It always seems like there’s only one person in this world to love. And then you meet someone else, and it seems crazy that you were ever worried in the first place.

fairytales .

Every princess finds the wrong one at first, and think that “He’s the one, I know he is”. But he’s not “the one” . Love comes unexpectedly, you might fall in love with someone you thought would be the “even-if-he-was-the-last-boy-on-earth” boy. You never know. Just remember that every heartbreak is a step closer to “the one”/Mr.Right . I know you guys think that all i’m saying is bullshit, to be honest, i think so too. Just always remember God’s watching you and he’s saying “this girl right here, I’m saving her for someone special”.

frustrating

It’s getting really frustrating now.

Every time I feel my phone vibrates, I feel nothing anymore but disappointment. Why? Because every time I unlock that phone.. I expect it to be you. Now it’s not even that! It’s more like me desperately hoping that I’ll see your name pop up on my screen. Instead it’s someone else who I probably haven’t spoken to. Or maybe even an ex. Or someone I honestly don’t give two fucks for. One way or another I’m left just sitting here like an idiot with a worn out smile. You don’t even take the time of day to reply anymore. At least tell me you’re leaving so I’m not sitting here like an eager puppy waiting for when you would “grace” me with your presence. I feel pathetic. It’s gotten to the point that I just turn it off. No more disappointment. But you know what’s even more sad? When I turn it on, expecting to see a message or hell even a missed call from you.

But I come back to an empty inbox. I check, double check, if maybe I didn’t send a message. Maybe I said something to upset you. Maybe I’m already making you lose interest.. I feel like an idiot and I’m about ready to give up.. or maybe I’m there already. I better start taking my own advice, no expectations no disappointment.

waiting

Waiting. Everyone gets tired of waiting. Whether is waiting for something good to happen or something new. We either wait for that one phone call that can possibly change our mood, or that one text message that can possibly make us smile, etc. Mainly the reason why we wait is because we expect something better is gonna happen later on. Sadly, the outcome isn’t going to turn out the way you expect it to be. Expect the unexpected.

i wish we were like this

i wish we were like this . 

i love hugs .

I LOVE HUGS. Not one of those “It’s nice to see you again, I‘ve really missed you” type of hugs or those “Goodbye for now” type of hugs, but an actual hug. The ones where each person has two arms wrapped around the other person’s body, holding on tight enough so no one feels the need to let go. The ones that last for more than a couple of seconds so you can rest your head on the other person’s shoulder for a while. Not the one armed hugs that need to be rushed so they could give a hug to the next person waiting to be hugged. The hugs where you don’t have to say anything because in that moment we just click when we’re holding onto each other. Hugs that make you feel like the world is slowing down just for you and everything is going to be okay. It’s not just a hug anymore, it becomes something much more than that. One simple gesture had the power to motivate you and make you stronger. Hugs like these are rare since you’re not exactly sure when you’re going to receive another one again. Giving you every possible reason to cherish the moment and make it last.

There’s no such thing as love at first sight .

There’s no such thing as love at first sight.

When you see someone for the first time, you don’t fall in love with them. You don’t even like them, you just lust them. You fall in love with the idea of being with them, but not actually them. You don’t just fall in love with someone that quick. Love is something you gain through time and through experience with someone. 

The problem is, the word love is thrown around like it’s nothing. It has lost its meaning. You can’t fall in love with someone quickly, you just lust them. When the time does come and you genuinely love them. You’ll know, you’ll feel great and you’ll experience something truly remarkable. 

look at me now

sick of being taken advantage of . sick of drama . sick of school . sick of bitches & assholes .

sick of EVERYTHING . 

You faggots scared cause I'm too wild, been here for a while 

I was like f-ck trial I puts it down 

I'm so young money if you got eyes look at me now bitch 

-Look at my now ; Chris Brown . 


Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you're a good person and a good friend. What's meant to be will end up good and what's not, wont. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you cant be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. Always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for . ♥

you have to willing to be happy about nothing .

Everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together . 

Everything is okay in the end, if it's not okay, then it's not the end . 

New Chapter

shit happens, we move on . 

life's not perfect but neither are we .

So live life to the fullest, not caring about what people say or think about us, cuz by the end of the day, we're still living our lives . 

live life with no regrets cause if u keep looking back, you have nothing to look forward to .

06/05/11;

elementary school reunion ~ :)

saw so many old friends, gaaah so many of them changed so much >W< ..while some stayed the same xD
- played a scavenger hunt game with SS and guessed all the answers, but in the end we won LMAO , dont know how that happen ~ xD 

love these girls 

07/05/11;

Chilled at Vieux-Port with EM, EK, JT & JL 

and yeaaah thats about it 

LOL~

♥

a dream is a wish your heart makes when your fast asleep.

gaaaaaaaaaaah . so stressed . so much school work and drama going on >W< 
wish it could all gooo away~ 
(and come back another day, LOL JKS . LEAVE AND NEVER COME BAACK . )
why does school exist ?
to torture us . 
yeaaaaaah, CLEARLY . -___________-


OH OH OH and whats with boys these days ? --' 
telling me that you'll do anything to get a girl back, yet you call her a slut & a whore . dude, i dont think thats gonna help you with getting her back . don't complain to me if your gonna act like an asshole, kay? kay thanks .


xox,
lilylai ♥

my name is paco and i live in a taco .

camwhoring in my uniform ; at schoool with my girlies ;)

love these girls ♥

a pocket full of sunshine

fun fun fun daay with my little sunshine, JL .

-went to the park ; 

had a heart to heart convo

LOOL . omguh tried skateboarding, but we both FAILED . 

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH

-watched Tangled

...got a tad bored in the middle of it and kinda had a pillow fight (; 

aw yeeeeee 

f-ing love this girl to deaath !

she's my sister .. from another mother, yo ! ;)

♥

HABS HABS HABS

omguh
really Habs, really ?
2-1 ?
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BOSTON CAN GO S MY D . 
damn .

22/04/11

CT, DT & Vieux-Port avec my asians ( JL & JT ) ♥

^RIGHT THERE; MY FAVORITE ASIAN. 

we're cool arent we? ;)

AHAHAH aw yeaah that was fun 

♥

04/21/11

I heard you’re a player, so let’s play a game. Let’s sweet talk, let’s play fight, let’s talk 24/7, let’s tell each other good morning and good night every day, let’s take walks together, let’s give each other nicknames, let’s hang out with each others’ friends, let’s go on dates, let’s talk on the phone all night long, let’s hold each other, let’s kiss and hug. And whoever falls in love first? Loses.


♥

Smile; it's the second best thing you can do with your lips.

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
LOVE THIS KID <3

04.16.11.

AW YEE ;)

i'm too lost to ever be found again.

You can't upload love, download time, or google all of life's answers. You have to live your life for those answers <3


the best thing about life; growing up and hearing about all these happy endings. 
the worst thing; realizing life is no fairy tale


Everyone makes mistakes, and then you learn from them. If you ever happen to make the same mistake twice, the second time isn't a mistake, it's a choice.


♥

i don't know how much of this i can take.

Every time i talk to you, i have to hear your filthy lies. FILTHY LIES. MAKES ME MAD.

Take a step into my shoes

 Life is not always easy, and we have to go through our ups and downs to learn from our mistakes. Why don't you take a step in my shoes to see what my life is all about.

you said you'll always be there, but where are you now ?

so fucking fed up with everything .

forever doesn't always mean forever

meh ..
dont you hate it when people say they'll always be there for you but when you need them, they're not there ?
these days i feel like i'm not as close as i used to be with my bestfriends .
and also people are pissing me off a lot these days.
especially hypocrites.
dude don't tell me you hate it when people boss you around then the next second, snap at me and treat me like your servant .
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... so fking pissed.

its friday, friday; gotta get down on fridaay .

i absolutely love love lovee the song "Friday"
--------NOT .
it sucks balls .
rebecca black can s my d

duuuuuuuude. no, just no. your not funny --' 
jkks love this kiddd ♥

different day, same old shit

oh bitch please.


next time you point a finger, i'll point you to the mirror.

lilylaii  ♥

yoh its me

OKHAAAY , its been the 68468496849819681999 time that I restarted my blog =u='
I'm too lazy to write; hehe~ :D
School is ending in like 12 weeks ~  omgawd, gotta plan my vacys !

a few days ago, i was bored.. so i decided to camwhore :D 
..something i havent done in a looong time >u< ~


♥lilylaii